Oh boy, it has been a while since i posted a message here.
I could say i was busy with collecting data for my Msc thesis
I could say i was overwhelmed by work
I could say i was celebrating life and birthday's of loved ones
I could say i was back into runners world making 20 miles a week
I could say times flies when you are busy making plans
I could say i am ok with the plan of starting a fertility trajectory this spring
But the truth is
I circled around & around my blog
because i am avoiding my inner self.
Now writing this post i realize
I've started resisting
resisting some of the things that grief taught me to soften into.
When i was younger
the path was so clearly laid out before me.
Now there is no clear road
there is no direction pointer
that tells me " Now you do A, then B, then C".
It is all about owning your own transitions.
It's time to reconnect to my inner self
to be thankful no matter how tough life gets
because I still get this chance to live it!
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| Flowers at Villa Augustus |
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